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Name: Alexandra
Birthday: 11/7/1992
Gender: Female


Interests: My Boyfriend:

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I love J-rock and Visual Kei bands like The GazettE, Dir En Grey, 12012, and Sadie






Expertise: Swearing


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Member Since: 4/4/2008

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Friday, July 25, 2008

Hey

I'm sorry I haven't been on for so long..
I have some issues I need to deal with. I'm going through a tough point in life right now.

I realized that I need to keep on writing though..just not here.
Perhaps I will come back, but for now I'm saying bye..
I want to let the people who come to me for help know that I'm still here for them. If you have email you can email me at Reilah_lu@yahoo.com
I'm still here for everybody, but I also need to learn how to be here for myself.

Sorry guys..

Best of luck with life <3
-Alex


Wednesday, July 09, 2008

I'm sorry D:

I know I haven't responded to a lot of stuff recently,
but I have a bunch of things going on in my life right now that I also need to attend to. It's summer, but that just means more work for me. I'll try to get to all of your messages tonight if I can but please forgive me if I don't. I have a cold so I might just conk out early.

I got a prank call from my ex yesterday night. What a loser.

Anyway, see you guys =)


Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Do you think you are (or you would be) a better parent than your own parents? Why or why not?

I know for a fact that I will be a better parent than my dad at least.

I don't know how he can live with himself when he does what he does to me. If my daughter wanted to kill herself because of me, then I'd probably go jump of something very tall.
I'm not saying he's always been a bad parent..I have fond memories of us going to the bagel shop every day when I was in kindergarten and going on bike rides with him. Money changes people, I'll just say that. Will I ever be able to get along with my father again? No, not for more than 5 minutes at least. The only reson we haven't killed each other is because he's gone so much.

I swear to god that I'll never treat my children that way.

I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too!


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Mushi

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I can't open myself up to anyone I can't believe in anyone at all
and I can't see anything , the light that shines is disappearing, soon it will be gone
unable to open myself up this is my weakness, my past
I can't get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away
the typical answer is when you die, you'll be reborn, come back again

my heart is shuttered, soon it will break apart
stifling my tears, I laugh day after day
my heart has shown me that believing is nothing
those hypocrites killed me

my heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away
stifling my tears, I scream day after day
my heart has left me with a belief in strength
my own heart killed me

- Mushi (translated), Dir En Grey


Monday, June 30, 2008

Happenings (and pictures!)

Sorry I haven't been around much..but I've been talking to my boyfriend a lot and really getting a lot closer to him. He really is such a great person.

I've taken up my camera again =) I went to the Des Moines Art Festival with it and caught some good stuff. Some of the artist's tents were really crowded though and I hardly got shots of the artwork. I ended up mostly getting stuff of the city..

Here's some random pictures I've taken in the last couple weeks. All with my SLR film camera..no digital! I developed these at Walgreens and they put them on a CD for me. Dunno how they do it but it rocks!


(Me xD, that's my camera and my dirty mirror)


(exiting the festival..some ladies up ahead)


(Just a quick snapshot of the sign =) )



(A very interesting artist's works..very pretty and unique. I really wanted one but they were $80 each. Done on wood with handmade stamps and acrylic)


(A strange angle of an interesting piece)



(Aren't these pretty? Birds were made out of wood and metal and glued on top of antiques such as old cameras, pool balls, or metal cages)



(Downtown where the festival was)

I have more pictures but my internet is slow right now..so expect an update soon.

The art there was amazing..I wish I could have taken more pictures. You could buy anything they were showing but it was verryyy expensive, in the thousands. Art has always been a pleasure for me..so going to the art festival each year is like being in heaven.
Plus, Des Moines is so beautiful..I'm glad to live here =)



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