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Name: Alexandra
Birthday: 11/7/1992
Gender: Female
Interests: My Boyfriend:
*drool*
I love J-rock and Visual Kei bands like The GazettE, Dir En Grey, 12012, and Sadie
Expertise: Swearing
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/4/2008
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| I'm sorry I haven't been on for so long..
I have some issues I need to deal with. I'm going through a tough point in life right now.
I realized that I need to keep on writing though..just not here.
Perhaps I will come back, but for now I'm saying bye..
I want to let the people who come to me for help know that I'm still here for them. If you have email you can email me at Reilah_lu@yahoo.com
I'm still here for everybody, but I also need to learn how to be here for myself.
Sorry guys..
Best of luck with life <3
-Alex
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| I know I haven't responded to a lot of stuff recently,
but I have a bunch of things going on in my life right now that I also need to attend to. It's summer, but that just means more work for me. I'll try to get to all of your messages tonight if I can but please forgive me if I don't. I have a cold so I might just conk out early.
I got a prank call from my ex yesterday night. What a loser.
Anyway, see you guys =)
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| I know for a fact that I will be a better parent than my dad at least.
I don't know how he can live with himself when he does what he does to me. If my daughter wanted to kill herself because of me, then I'd probably go jump of something very tall.
I'm not saying he's always been a bad parent..I have fond memories of us going to the bagel shop every day when I was in kindergarten and going on bike rides with him. Money changes people, I'll just say that. Will I ever be able to get along with my father again? No, not for more than 5 minutes at least. The only reson we haven't killed each other is because he's gone so much.
I swear to god that I'll never treat my children that way.
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I can't open myself up to anyone I can't believe in anyone at all
and I can't see anything , the light that shines is disappearing, soon it will be gone
unable to open myself up this is my weakness, my past
I can't get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away
the typical answer is when you die, you'll be reborn, come back again
my heart is shuttered, soon it will break apart
stifling my tears, I laugh day after day
my heart has shown me that believing is nothing
those hypocrites killed me
my heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away
stifling my tears, I scream day after day
my heart has left me with a belief in strength
my own heart killed me
- Mushi (translated), Dir En Grey
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